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2008/2/25

rainy gloomy days

 
It is a lot of rain for San Diego, global warming is doing its job.
某次和别人聊天,说及大学专业的问题,我说environmental engineering可能会是第3选择. 之后想了想又说, 在这个领域, 恐怕难免有些力不从心. 然后对方说, 一点小发明和改进也会是好的啊. 去年还把我的 [I'm stopping Global Warming]的banner挂在这里一阵. 最后实在不知道这么做的目的, 就去掉了.
其实日常小事注意到的地方还是有的. 物尽其用是根本. 节约排第二.
买衣服, 早午餐, 洗浴用品, 一般能够合并袋子的情况下都会跟人家说不需要购物袋了. 家里已经囤积下来的大袋子能够在旅行装箱时派上好用场.
垃圾袋全部由超市塑料袋而来. 以前确实买过可反复使用的"grandma bag", 但因为被遗留在学校储物柜而懒得拿回来= =
漱口杯子用过Coca-Cola赠品, 用过外卖饮料杯, 用过Starbucks瓶装饮料玻璃杯, 现在在用芒果绿茶酸奶杯... 这是题外话, 没有这个必要= =
 
下午捂着热水瓶忍受着肠胃翻江倒海看完了My Blueberry Nights...
 

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(Made by me)

很喜欢这个电影. 碎心的片段看得很安静, 所有的道白都非常欣赏.
偶尔响起的音乐也很映和迷幻游离的色彩.

有一部一直想看的电影, amazon上新品货空, 旧品最低$29.99之后毫无过度地上攀到$88乃至$105.
真的在卖DVD???

昨晚本去了书店. 整个区域逛完却收获一双喜庆的红鞋= =
The Body Shop限量樱花新品大好! 夜晚闻起来很舒服.

最近帮别人做了很多安装/连接Wii,DVD,CD player, stereo和TV的事情. 其实这些东西在北京都不用我来操心. 可是谁让现在的周围人都是单身女性呢?! Women!
现在总是急切盼望夏天回家, 之后回来到东部开始新一年的生活. 这一年其实就是"不得不经历"的过渡年. 还要摇上3个多月的舵, 啊T.T

身体欠妥! 要不是明天要赶着打印一摞文件和发快件, 真的不想出门...

 

2008/2/18

Moi...Lolita

 
如果说我可以跪在音乐的脚下, 那么我一定会在法国和日本这两个国家前一跪不起.
 
最近是对音乐格外敏感的时期. 在豆瓣和eMule之间寻找喜欢的专辑已经近乎成为强迫症. 偶尔会想起11岁左右一张The Secret Garden的CD可以听上一个月, 那种用耳朵把曲目顺序背下来的日子我好象已经不拥有了.
来详细说说最近的"跪音乐"情况. [啊我好喜欢这个"跪"字啊, 普通的什么"欣赏","喜欢"甚至"大爱"都变得程度不及, 真正的俯身投地的说= =]
[因为最近没有听瑞典, 就先不跪它了...T.T]
 
跪France:
 
> KYO是我心里最浪漫的摇滚乐队. 三张专辑分别为: KYO(同名唱片), 300 Lesions, Le chemin.
听第一遍就可以醉倒的要树Le chemin中的同名曲Le chemin, 以及300 Lesions中的Dans Ma Chair.
 
> Alizee, 重点推荐Moi... Lolita.(偷来作标题... 每次写标题都要想好久)
结尾时断断续续的Moi...Lolita, moi... Lolita吟唱再配上法国的特色电子真是好~~~o(ToT)o~~~啊!
 
> Yann Tierson, 不算"最近"的音乐. 不过多跪一下需要理由么?需要么? = =
 
 
跪Nippon:
 
> Suara! 一直在追Kimi Kiss不免也要连带喜欢下ED.(好象很少会喜欢任何动画的OP, 太喜乐了吧...)
一曲 [忘れないで] 和 [つよがりの行方] 都让我跪了好久. Suara是个长相清新自然的美女来的><
 
> 濱崎あゆみ
我觉得不为她写点什么是种缺憾. 看到她耳朵的新闻不算非常震惊, 但是难过也难过了,也想了许多她这些年的成果与足迹.
不想写篇充满鼓励与煽情的文章来. 实际上得知那个新闻后的第一个想法是, 我要入会TeamAyu. 07-08的Countdown Concert看得我很揪心呢. 同样的感觉只在若干年前她左耳朵第一次严重出问题时有过. 当时的Ayu还年轻活力地像个十足的洋娃娃, 看着她左耳挂着助听器投入并努力地撑完了一个演唱会, 想着我是在喜欢着如此一个不一般的艺人, 心里就会有些貌似无来由的骄傲. 07年底, 只能说所有不该发生的都发生在她的生活里了. 我想象不出背负着那样的压力如何去登台演唱, 如何去满场蹦跳着与大家互动. 事实上, 也的确感觉到了她的某些力不从心, 包括最不愿意承认的声音失准. 我更愿意把这归结为"Countdown Concert一贯没有巡回演唱会的精神+气派吧"
无论她是从前的样子, 现在的样子, 或是以后的样子, 我都喜欢, 濱崎あゆみ.
 
 
随随念最近的物质与精神渴望:
 
物质愿望一: Nintendo DS 2月10日出了blue+black version! (><), 蓝色的哦. 为什么在美国DS是小朋友的玩具而不像在中国和日本是年轻人士的电子大爱呢? 要不要买呢要不要呢... 实在有好想玩的几款游戏啊. H.P的4和5我还都没有玩PC版的(我想它是被手柄公司收买了, 可我又那么不想投资一个PC手柄...) H.P游戏的愿望, 要不要挪到DS上来实现呢?
 
物质愿望二: 什么时候换电脑???????!!!!!
 
精神愿望一: 大学录取通知书, 你离我家邮筒还有多远?
 
精神愿望二: 大学期间搬到日本住一年.
 
精神愿望三: 大学期间搬到法国住一年.
 
精神愿望四: 大学期间搬到瑞典住一年.
 
(恍惚了, 什么时候我体内的音乐之魂如此强大... 科技之魂还是要保留的!恩! 那么瑞典就拜拜吧 = =, 我也实在不想成为方圆800里地中的唯一一个亚洲人)
 
精神愿望五: 佳音小朋友我想和你在一个城市上大学! (此愿望列表不分先后顺序...)
 
恩, 总的来看我还是被精神主导的人(看客:你那二,三和四算什么东西= =), 物质腐败的影子少跟着人家啦>< 可是可是... 宁愿打衣服补丁1个月, 也想买那个BLUE DS...
不写啦. 调节下大脑看看生物去吧...
 
 
2008/2/15

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2007-07-04152812_23 ----> 我心中的至高理想情人节.
 
2007-07-04152812_8 ----> 我再现实不过的情人节. [....一阵北风吹过......]
 
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好吧, 做人要坚强.
可我真的好想好想走出抱萝卜时代从而去抱那个黑小子啊啊啊.
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那一首[Hate (I really don't like you)]令我敏感了一个礼拜.
若说从过去走不出来, 那也是因为"看不到前方".
这个礼拜iPod里所有的on-the-go的第一首都是它. 自己点击自己的space超过30次, 目的是来看这个MV. 看的时候总是非常投入, 但并不觉得难受. 难过的是因此而想.太.多. 再具体的内容留给日记本.
 
Three-day weekends之后又跟来了Four-day weekends. 尽管之后的日程会像打仗, 这4天也要舒服地过.
 
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这是前两篇BLOG中怨怨念的A Midsummer Night's Dream(仲夏夜之梦)的poster. Finally finished! 此图为严重缩小版劣质JPEG图. 当时在摆弄中间的"月亮,精灵和树", 轻移一下位置电脑都恨不得X过去. 当我捧着杯茶回到书桌, 怨念着photoshop并盘算着新电脑(至少我要2.2GHz>_<)的时候, 无意发现这个文件有130MB= =||||||. 虽然我实在不太清楚它是如何从3MB[深蓝色背景]进化到130MB的[完成品],但我可以下定论, 文件大小和付出心血绝对呈正比啊呈正比.
 
在家初步完成时并没有在月亮下作水, 尽管觉得加点水会有灵气许多, 但仔细回忆了一下剧情还是踌躇地退出了程序.
第二天拿给老师看, 他左右审视了半天说, 要不要考虑加点水呢? [我: = =]
 
上个周六晚体验了一次很舒服的浴室醉酒. =v=|||, 因为别人问嘛... Tiff你今晚喝不喝酒啊... 你还记得么去年X月X号我们在La Jolla你喝了一口就[雪花屏雪花屏]... 最后实在激发了我, 虽然打算严格遵守United States 21岁饮酒年龄的(BT)限制, 但当时确实拥有着"我管你呢"的心理活动. 于是就喝了半杯(不过是度数不高的白葡萄酒)然后到浴缸里去横了一会. 可惜在热气熏腾下感觉到的不是飘飘然, 而是头有点痛. 于是晕晕沉沉地出来, 捂着脑袋倒头大睡. 好diary_em_mugon啊! TAT
 
P.S 我并不是喝不了酒, 只不过是酒精敏感体质, 沾酒就脸红. 因此会把不知情的人吓到担心.
去睡嘹~ 明天是编程呢? 看达尔文呢? 赶微积分呢? 算基因概率呢? 还是学法语呢? 还是睡觉呢??... hmmmm...
2008/2/12

绕台灯飞的小虫没有好下场

 
I love Winamp!!! 6c2a43163a52424721a4e92b
Quicktime死ね死ね死ね死ね死ね死ね!!!!!!!!... QT ver.7 is like VIRUS spreading out in a windows system computer.
There was a problem with my iTunes a month ago, ok, I tried to delete iTunes and Quicktime, then install the newest version of them===>somehow it didn't work, saying something like "a newer version of quicktime can be detected" (which is impossible).
O well, then I tried something else. I made modifications in REGEDIT, and found out that it's almost impossible to completely erase quicktime from the computer.
(-.-||, since iTunes can not run without Quicktime(it sucks!), I had to find another way to update songs in my ipod, and ended up with using Winamp (^^) All I did was to insert an Ipod Support programme into Winamp and it worked well! All in all, Quicktime死ね死ね死ね死ね死ね死ね!!!!!!!!...
 
由于终于解决了困扰我一个月的[dead iTunes, dead iPod]问题, 昨晚兴奋好久半夜还在睁着眼睛听音乐.
上个礼拜[积极响应春节]打算自行休假一天的愿望, 最终因为反反复复的"这样好吗?"而没有得以实现. 于是它被挪到今天实现= = [莫非良知也有保鲜期...]
A Midsummer Night's Dream的海报终于90%完成了! 只剩下具体上演时间/地点/票况等等文字. 人一下轻松许多~
 
I found a nice song--- Hate (I really don't like you ) by Plain White T's. Please look for the video on the right----->
Lyrics:
You were everything I wanted.
You were everything a girl could be.
Then you left me brokenhearted
Now you don't mean a thing to me
All I wanted was your
Love love love love love love

Hate is a strong word
But I really really really don't like you
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you
Brought you around
And you just brought me down.
Hate is a strong word.
But I really really really don't like you.

I really don't like you.

Thought that everything was perfect
Isn't that how it's supposed to be?
Thought you thought that I was worth it
Now I think a little differently
All I wanted was your
Love love love love love love

Hate is a strong word
But I really really really don't like you
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you
Brought you around
And you just brought me down
Hate is a strong word
But I really really really don't like you

Now that it's over you can't hurt me
Now that it's over you can't bring me down

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Although I don't hate anyone (and I won't!), I think this song is true in meaning...
Isn't it sad if someone else in this world hates you?
"leaving you(me? whoever) brokenhearted" is NOT a reason to hate that person. Of course I hate it when it happens, but not to the individuals cuz it's their choice. Take it! 2a150433
 
 
 另, MV拍得太爽了.
 还有, 我特地把BGM拿掉了.
 
 

2008/2/10

3-day weekends

 
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11--->Back from the interview w/ Cxxxxxxx University.
 
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3-day weekends this week! 昨天一整天基本上用来松弛. 临到晚上急忙把去年今年做的[看上去比较好看的]technology/art project打印出来简单做了个拼贴. 以便interview没的说也不至于冷场. 并把校册读了两遍= =, 再怎么样都样装出"贵校是鄙人首选"的模样~~
事实证明, 历年来的公共(现眼)场合已经很让我百战不惊了... 但对于这种问题密度极大的interview来说, 该应付不来的问题还是没有超水平发挥. C'est pas de ma faute!  我偏偏就是没有什么leadership经历, 最后扯来扯去把botball扔上去了= =|||||||||... 8过从容不惊地还是撑过了40分钟并追问了两个问题.
事情完结了就好. 之后换了家咖啡厅写日记耗时半小时并等待周围店家开门.
话说邮件里, 这位M人说, meet you at Cafe 976 in PB. 在我听来极有碰头的感觉....Cafe 976... 实际上是所不惹眼得如同普通住房一样的Cafe(而周围恰巧又全部是住房). 害我饶地两圈半才发现它. 进去后却意外地排了长长的队(等一杯咖啡). 看来这就是所谓的[当地人熟知].
我不是pacific beach 的常客, La Jolla Shore is my fav one, 至于PB和OB, 尽量不单独行动的好. 太多种类杂乱(以及闻起来和看上去都很臭)的人.
 
A Midsummer Night's Dream的poster依然毫无头绪毫无头绪毫无头绪中... 实在不想挑战自己把驴头嫁接到美男子身上. 要做出更惟美的风格才能避免这一细节么T.T
 
27new... 时间紧迫感如影随形.
 
 
2008/2/7

Chinese New Year WOOHOO~

It's the first day of Chinese New Year (beijing time), so... no English today!
 
来更新并没有什么内容可以写. 只不过想把下面那篇XXXXXXX女记者的文章给沉下去.
BGM重新恢复Brazzaville的Peach Tree. 所有喜欢的法国音乐都很难找到连接, 也没有服务允许我可以上传发布. 即便找到个连接地址, 过两天也会自动变哑巴>< (这是为什么)
昨天的整个晚上基本都用来和家里人及朋友说话聊天. 意味着若干工作都堆积到了今天...
 
和我的计算机编程老师Ms. Kutzman刚刚聊过一会, 心情好, 再有就是明天不用背着电脑长途跋涉了哈哈哈
 
话说住在新屋子里日子进行得还是不错的.
新的一天总是以米虫蠕动状开始. 天花板高, 屋子空旷, 大冬天的, 冷! 手机闹钟上好放在伸手抓不到的地方, 音乐轮番响起之后, 还要坚持蠕动到起床时间最底线. 之后跳到地上卷着衣服去淋浴. 寒冷状到这里就可以暂作休息.
 
洗澡是对付寒冷的绝好方法 :) 至于夜晚的寒冷, 通常以一杯热呼呼的味噌汤解决. 我爱豆腐泡和海带 ><
 
去赶工, 然后看越狱. 春节快乐.
 
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                                   ------- by me :P  spread your love!
 
 
2008/2/6

bullshit!

I would never want to be a journalist! A few of them are very kind, but many of them write masty things....
...what the heck is that article in UT today... That Nicole Vargas is not in position of writing such things which brings a school down(won't be long~).
Sometimes those journalists are so superficial, do they even bother to know more about the background story?
I don't know very well(to be honest), but I think neither is she  >_<
I hate when people make contrast by bringing one side down w/o looking at the bad side of the other.
That's so irresponsible?!!
 
我[哗——]她个[哗——]! 立中指.
2008/2/5

a.u.t.o.c.r.i.t.i.c.i.s.m

 
Autocriticism, 自我反省, once in a while, 时不时, is necessary, 都是必要的.
 
Starting from last Monday, my life has been changing little by little in a good way. I have been thinking about "what part of me is not right/good" for a while. It's worth thinking, but it's impossible to have a full view of it. Anyway I came up with some answers, unfortunately they all have to do with communication with others.
Therefore I am trying(!) to fix my problem, and it's not easy to do(><). But I do feel a lot better when looking back at my day.
 
和某天鹅在QQ上巧遇, 被她提醒到这里有些"满目英文", 那么就写点中文^^
我的日记还是用母语写的噢~哦HOHO. (心里想: 保密才是根本目的吧= =)
 
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Photo : taken in the Bio lab. Results of our group's experiment.
 
恩, 上图是和Fiona做的实验. DNA Fingerprints technique. 想知道怎么通过血液/头发/指纹/若干身体其他部分来鉴定犯罪嫌疑人吗? 请看上图吧!
这些DNA Fragments都在正电荷(positive charge)的吸引下, 不由自主地从上方游走到了下方. 请把竖知一列看作一组, 注意到照片上有4组pattern and position都一致的了? 一致就说明DNA吻合, DNA吻合就说明两个或两个以上地方采集到的DNA是来自同一人滴... 恩, 携带那DNA的人活不久了.
(你问我为什么这不能是亲子鉴定? HOHOHO, 那么没气氛的东西我往space里搬做甚...[严肃: 的确, 亲子鉴定也是这么回事])
至于这照片是怎么拍的, 看看那个机器便会对这个问题失去兴趣.
又至于DNA怎么是红色发光体, 幻觉! DNA不发光, 但你可以让它在紫外线下发光... 原理就是先把部分DNA双列(原谅我极不专业的中文术语)通过加热啊或加化学药剂啊等等方法给拆开, 再把某段含有荧光体的单列DNA给粘上去. 关注Engadget News的有看到去年年底韩国的荧光猫么? 那个是把水母身上的发光元素搬到猫身上了.
 
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Jan2008 019

拼拼贴贴写写画画又算得了什么... 逻辑计算才是重头戏.
用自己的脑子推理出计算器脑子中的某一微小部分也不轻松. 收获是搞清楚了怎么让它去分辨加与乘. 用的只是一个0一个1了得, 当然, 还有不同的gates.
推理出那部分是整个project的最大难题. 也曾脑子糨糊绝望到打算用int x; if (x==1) {给我乘!;} else {给我加!;}的地步. ( ̄v ̄)Y
就当艺术品看看吧...  我也觉得我做的很好看(=.=)~ 不是美术作业来的...|||
之后被老师将我与它的合影装进相机. 把相机关掉的时候她幽幽地说, 要放到学校网站的照片集上噢.(翻译啦翻译啦)

::::::::::::::::::::::::分割线:科技以人为本艺术源于享受:::::::::::::::::::::::::::

BLOG也需要偶尔调侃一下纯粹生活. 顺势披露本人最近的工作成果...
其余次要的生活收获还有很多... 诸如每天在学校跑个2英里啊, 各种姿势丑陋但功效超凡的体能训练啊, 放学回家有益健康的长途竞走啊, 清洁强迫症越发明显啊, 开始习惯每天喝酸奶啊...

2英里还是挺大运动量的, 现在饿死我了. 去吃东西~~~

 
BGM Update: New Black Wings
By Fleur
Album { La Nuit Des Fees }
Date updated: 2/5/08

2008/1/26

Bagatelle

BGM Update: Bagatelle (pleaselook for the player on the right)
By Yann Tiersen
Lyrics:
Tiens, une petite voix me glisse quatre verités
Qui passent la rampe et gravissent l'escalier
Les jambes tirent et les yeux ont tourné,
Va savoir, où la bouche est tombée

Comme museau levé j'écoute, la voix je la suis,
Top là ! Echangeons des nuits pour des nuits
Du coup l'aube en sort toute retournée,
Le bourreau a du mal a trancher.

Et aussitôt, quelqu'un manque et de rien, le jour est chargé
Et tout peut se charger d'absence.
Rien qui sache mieux qu'elle s'absenter.

Bagatelle, que m'as tu promis ? Où m'as-tu mené ?
Les petites vagues se font vite emportées,

Et morflant, sous cape, comme habitué,
On a vite sa table, ses entrées
Des retours de flamme s'annoncent,
Leurs trains sont attendus,

Ma pancarte est inutile, ils m'ont reconnu,
Dans l'helice où mes doigts sont passés
Je m'avance l'histoire de bien capter.

Car rien à faire quelqu'un manque et de rien,
Le jour est chargé,
Et tuot peut se charger d'absence,
Rien qui sache mieux qu'elle s'absenter.
 
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(the picture was taken in winter 2005, at home, in Beijing)
 
We moved last night, still on the same side along Govenor.
( I don't feel like talking about all the moving events of these days,  my room now is very spacious, and it has three huge windows, I was climbing up and down to put up black plastics, they are going to be there for a while till the curtain people come. )
Anyway it's still not MY HOME, there's a real difference between your own home and somebody else' s. And there are so many little things that make that difference.
 
There was a winter concert at my school today during the assembly. I actually really enjoyed it, even a little bit symphony can make my day very different (cheers things up).
It will be nice to have someone who you can play the piano for, and I have been waiting for that.
Not on the stage though, that's torture.
 
Tired!!!~~ off to bed...
 
Enjoy the new BGM :) I LOVE(to the third power) IT .
2008/1/16

If I kiss you where it's sore...

 
BGM Update: Better
By Regina Spektor
Lyrics:
If I kiss you where it's sore
If I kiss you where it's sore
Will you feel better, better, better
Will you feel anything at all
Will you feel better, better, better
Will you feel anything at all

Born like sisters to this world
In a town where blood ties are only blood
If you never say your name out loud to anyone
They can never ever call you by it

If I kiss you where it's sore
If I kiss you where it's sore
Will you feel better, better, better
Will you feel anything at all
Will you feel better, better, better
Will you feel anything at all

You're getting sadder, getting sadder, getting sadder, getting sadder
And I don't understand, and I don't understand
But if I kiss you where it's sore
If I kiss you where it's sore
Will you feel better, better, better
Will you feel anything at all
Will you feel better, better, better
Will you feel anything at all
Anything at all
Will you feel anything at all
Anything at all
Will you feel anything at all
Anything at all...
 
 
It's the second week since I got back in SD.
School started, one more free period this semester ==>Now I have two :P
Last week I was totally not in the mood for homework, and felt a bit lowww... After spending almost the whole weekends with Maria I got a lot better.
On Friday night we were in Downtown La Jolla, had a nice dinner, walked around and shopped a little and talked about Babel(the movie) and George Bush(yea right the president ( ̄ˇ ̄)  ).
On Saturday I went to Maria's house at noon, everytime I go there myself I think about Meri! It was so hot in the day, we spent the afternoon in Downtown SD~ ♥ Urban Outfitters is cute! They have all the chic and unique stuff, it was quite a surprise-- I didn't know there's one in SD. Then we went back to her house, looked at my NYC photos together, I did my calculus HW, and at night we watched Notes on a Scandal, a movie that came out in 2006. It was crazy good.
And on Sunday, well I went out and had fun myself. STILL IN THE TRAVELLING MOOD! (ya I always say that)
 
also plan to go to Seattle during Spring Break. That's a city I am dying to see...
 
I CAN'T stay at home! I just simply CAN'T (=.=)
 
By the way, here's a pic I took today in my Graphic Design class, I already finished the logo for the fashion show...And...Mr.Fayman(the Graphic Design Teacher) suddenly appeared behind me when the pic was being taken, and I looked like "WHATEVER!"...lol hahah
 
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2008/1/4

Beautiful mind...

 

wim3carol1 

 
Tonight's movie was called Between Strangers.
97分钟, 几次被那些与爱情毫无相关的东西感动得想哭.
 
It is possible to get drowned in the movies that tell about depressing stories yet with beautiful souls.
I spent the last two hours of 2007 and the first hour of 2008 watching a long, very depressing, complicated, French movie.
That was my New Year.
I was thinking about what has been changed through the year, not much really.
School was changed, didn't like it at first, but now I feel much better. I should have known it was just a place to stop by before moving away, I won't leave anything so it won't hurt in the end.
I used up my "passion of 2007" at HTHI.  Now I need to start spreading my "passion of 2008".
 
OK, my New Year's goal:
1) Get the driving licence here.
2) Learn a new programming language.
3) Eat regularly, drink healthily, less coffee, less tea, less energy boost drink. (difficult!)
Maria added: 4) Find a boyfriend. (who knows, I am so bad at it :-( ...)
 
Bedtime!Zzzzzzz...
 
 
2007/12/30

I drew your face on a holiday balloon.

 
BGM Update:
Peach Tree, by East L.A. Breeze.
 
Lyrics:
A thought occurred to me
Lying underneath a peach tree
A moment in the sun

Our funny little lives are so brief
Our frail little bones
We're here and then we're gone

Sometimes the lonely days
Turn into the lonely decades
Old ladies on their own

The world they knew has drifted away
Like little puffs of smoke
We're here and then we're gone
 
 

peach_tree_at_xmas

是一首明显的4/4拍歌曲. 摇摆的伴奏与平淡的叙述.
我觉得它十分忧伤.

Spent the whole day in NYC, ♡chic boutiques~ Looking at the crowds I knew it was not a place I wanted to live in.
It's interesting that last year I didn't feel the same way at all...

这些天的晚上都会缩在沙发里看电影.
Allegro, en film of Denmark :)
http://www.allegrofilm.dk
一定会有人评论它怪诞, 晦涩, 不知其所言. 也一定会有人, 由于它黑暗与神秘里长存的感情而觉得感动. 
映着故事情节, 有插画连起的动画作为穿插.笔画非常简单与纯真. 背景是旧的发黄的羊皮纸. 男主角在插画中只是一个小孩模样的little man.
结尾处那个小人沿着一条路返回, 走到若干年前抛弃掉的记忆箱子.
曲身寻找, 拿出了女布娃娃.
她是剧中的女主角.
他紧紧环抱着布娃娃,闭上眼睛. 大概是怅然的复得.

这个画面一直在我脑子里. 犹豫过是否要载图, 又恐怕把它摆出来反倒没了感觉.
写一段话来记载它也是仔细斟酌, 拥有同样心境的人, 去看这部影片, 会有非常相近的感受. 不必看我这里左右摆弄出来的辞藻.

两个人有过一段感情, 一个人把它打包沿路抛下, 弹着钢琴继续生活下去.
另一个人一直选择记忆, 也确实只有她一个人在记得此事. 会偶尔悲伤. 或比偶尔更频繁些.
不知道这是否算作一种不公平.

新年快乐.

 

2007/12/25

Merry Christmas :-)

 

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2007/12/22

Yes it's over!

 
莫误会... 是finals are over! :P
 
考过的三天, 着实给我很熟悉的曾经在北京考试的感觉~
主课的难度还是相当大滴... CALCULUS基本就是在14个人垂胸泣问what to do的气氛中结束的. HAHA... :P
对我来说最挑战的依然是English IV...不过无论怎样这门课也算是结束了. 以后就用来缅怀了.
 
Did half of the school gather at UTC mall this afternoon? (*_*)
平均走10步看见一个熟人. 果然是大家来以金钱庆祝释放咯~
 
明天下午就上路了! (非常喜欢"上路"这个词.)
飘去NJ + NYC, 同去年机票的时间几乎完全吻合. 依然是东部时间午夜到达.
 
目前脑子里的内容很空白, 思想很简单.
After TOEFL test and great results, SAT II tests, college applications, 3 days of finals, yes, I DESERVE a break :)
 
先去躺下舒展舒展. 身体很累, 心里比较轻松.
 
Wish everyone luck on their finals!
Happy holiday :D
 

wim4feedbirds

 
 
2007/12/8

Gloomy Fridays, be happy.

 
It's raining on Friday again, I am not going to school ^^
 
上个礼拜五回到家全身湿透, 包里的书和本也湿了一些. 庆幸没有带上课本... 只是湿了哈姆雷特
 
今早决定不要再受这样的遭遇了. 在家工作效率会高一些...
 
Can't wait for next semester! I somehow believe that I am going to enjoy it much more! ! !
Classes will be BETTER, no more English, no Architecture ( I thought it was a engineering related class, but it turned out to be art and drafting), Computer programming will start in Jan. ! YES!! :)
Two art classes are so not challenging for me this semester.
Calc. and Bio are the best courses so far (^ ^)
 
I am going to leave for NJ/NYC on the 22nd, right after the Finals week. College applications have to be completed by then (O_o)
 
OK, happy rainy Friday...

teru1

p.s  i. MSN live spaces look really ugly on Macs... some of the molecules can not be shown.
ii. KimiKiss is cute, fun to watch ---->http://www.kimikiss-pure-rouge.jp

2007/12/3

BGM

 
BGM: Sight
From the movie All About Lily Chou-chou
Composed by Takeshi kobayashi 小林武史
 
 
Lilly-DVD
2007/12/1

If I am sad, it's not because of the weather.

 
 

la_treve_tfu

 
It was raining all day. Plus the wind was quite strong, I had such a fun time struggling from school to home (-.-|||
 
这几天的心情有些脆弱得不像话. 它与很多事情有关.
 
下午查到了my TOEFL score~  完全可以满足美国最高录取线. 非常释然.
 
Early to bed tonight! Tomorrow MATH 2 +BIOLOGY tests at USD ...
 
I'm going to see August Rush on Sunday lalala... :D
 
 
 
 
Be warm.
 
 
2007/11/24

Vicissitude

 

Doodle_Project

created in early spring 2007.

 

这几天一直在做着不着边际的梦. 醒来既不快乐,也不悲伤.
去VONS提了大袋的水果回来. 不想吃东西的时候就拼命啃水果.

今天是BLACK FRIDAY呢.(目前没有购物的打算)

真想说一句, I really want to go back home, or High Tech High, one or the other :(
上个礼拜五在HTHI度过, 觉得只有在那里才有我爱的人和关心我的人.

等到12月,会换上一首歌.

2007/11/23

Happy Turkey Day

 

旅 行 时 很 容 易 会 想 念 .  }

 

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{ g e t   y o u r s e l f   t o g e t h e r .
  
 
2007/11/14

AP Bio calendar LOL

 
可爱的AP BIO日历~ 从可敬滴Dr. Domanico的网站上复制下来.
hApPy ThANkSgIviNg~
 
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 eat your turkey :P