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2008/2/5

a.u.t.o.c.r.i.t.i.c.i.s.m

 
Autocriticism, 自我反省, once in a while, 时不时, is necessary, 都是必要的.
 
Starting from last Monday, my life has been changing little by little in a good way. I have been thinking about "what part of me is not right/good" for a while. It's worth thinking, but it's impossible to have a full view of it. Anyway I came up with some answers, unfortunately they all have to do with communication with others.
Therefore I am trying(!) to fix my problem, and it's not easy to do(><). But I do feel a lot better when looking back at my day.
 
和某天鹅在QQ上巧遇, 被她提醒到这里有些"满目英文", 那么就写点中文^^
我的日记还是用母语写的噢~哦HOHO. (心里想: 保密才是根本目的吧= =)
 
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Photo : taken in the Bio lab. Results of our group's experiment.
 
恩, 上图是和Fiona做的实验. DNA Fingerprints technique. 想知道怎么通过血液/头发/指纹/若干身体其他部分来鉴定犯罪嫌疑人吗? 请看上图吧!
这些DNA Fragments都在正电荷(positive charge)的吸引下, 不由自主地从上方游走到了下方. 请把竖知一列看作一组, 注意到照片上有4组pattern and position都一致的了? 一致就说明DNA吻合, DNA吻合就说明两个或两个以上地方采集到的DNA是来自同一人滴... 恩, 携带那DNA的人活不久了.
(你问我为什么这不能是亲子鉴定? HOHOHO, 那么没气氛的东西我往space里搬做甚...[严肃: 的确, 亲子鉴定也是这么回事])
至于这照片是怎么拍的, 看看那个机器便会对这个问题失去兴趣.
又至于DNA怎么是红色发光体, 幻觉! DNA不发光, 但你可以让它在紫外线下发光... 原理就是先把部分DNA双列(原谅我极不专业的中文术语)通过加热啊或加化学药剂啊等等方法给拆开, 再把某段含有荧光体的单列DNA给粘上去. 关注Engadget News的有看到去年年底韩国的荧光猫么? 那个是把水母身上的发光元素搬到猫身上了.
 
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拼拼贴贴写写画画又算得了什么... 逻辑计算才是重头戏.
用自己的脑子推理出计算器脑子中的某一微小部分也不轻松. 收获是搞清楚了怎么让它去分辨加与乘. 用的只是一个0一个1了得, 当然, 还有不同的gates.
推理出那部分是整个project的最大难题. 也曾脑子糨糊绝望到打算用int x; if (x==1) {给我乘!;} else {给我加!;}的地步. ( ̄v ̄)Y
就当艺术品看看吧...  我也觉得我做的很好看(=.=)~ 不是美术作业来的...|||
之后被老师将我与它的合影装进相机. 把相机关掉的时候她幽幽地说, 要放到学校网站的照片集上噢.(翻译啦翻译啦)

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BLOG也需要偶尔调侃一下纯粹生活. 顺势披露本人最近的工作成果...
其余次要的生活收获还有很多... 诸如每天在学校跑个2英里啊, 各种姿势丑陋但功效超凡的体能训练啊, 放学回家有益健康的长途竞走啊, 清洁强迫症越发明显啊, 开始习惯每天喝酸奶啊...

2英里还是挺大运动量的, 现在饿死我了. 去吃东西~~~

 
BGM Update: New Black Wings
By Fleur
Album { La Nuit Des Fees }
Date updated: 2/5/08

2008/1/26

Bagatelle

BGM Update: Bagatelle (pleaselook for the player on the right)
By Yann Tiersen
Lyrics:
Tiens, une petite voix me glisse quatre verités
Qui passent la rampe et gravissent l'escalier
Les jambes tirent et les yeux ont tourné,
Va savoir, où la bouche est tombée

Comme museau levé j'écoute, la voix je la suis,
Top là ! Echangeons des nuits pour des nuits
Du coup l'aube en sort toute retournée,
Le bourreau a du mal a trancher.

Et aussitôt, quelqu'un manque et de rien, le jour est chargé
Et tout peut se charger d'absence.
Rien qui sache mieux qu'elle s'absenter.

Bagatelle, que m'as tu promis ? Où m'as-tu mené ?
Les petites vagues se font vite emportées,

Et morflant, sous cape, comme habitué,
On a vite sa table, ses entrées
Des retours de flamme s'annoncent,
Leurs trains sont attendus,

Ma pancarte est inutile, ils m'ont reconnu,
Dans l'helice où mes doigts sont passés
Je m'avance l'histoire de bien capter.

Car rien à faire quelqu'un manque et de rien,
Le jour est chargé,
Et tuot peut se charger d'absence,
Rien qui sache mieux qu'elle s'absenter.
 
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(the picture was taken in winter 2005, at home, in Beijing)
 
We moved last night, still on the same side along Govenor.
( I don't feel like talking about all the moving events of these days,  my room now is very spacious, and it has three huge windows, I was climbing up and down to put up black plastics, they are going to be there for a while till the curtain people come. )
Anyway it's still not MY HOME, there's a real difference between your own home and somebody else' s. And there are so many little things that make that difference.
 
There was a winter concert at my school today during the assembly. I actually really enjoyed it, even a little bit symphony can make my day very different (cheers things up).
It will be nice to have someone who you can play the piano for, and I have been waiting for that.
Not on the stage though, that's torture.
 
Tired!!!~~ off to bed...
 
Enjoy the new BGM :) I LOVE(to the third power) IT .
2008/1/16

If I kiss you where it's sore...

 
BGM Update: Better
By Regina Spektor
Lyrics:
If I kiss you where it's sore
If I kiss you where it's sore
Will you feel better, better, better
Will you feel anything at all
Will you feel better, better, better
Will you feel anything at all

Born like sisters to this world
In a town where blood ties are only blood
If you never say your name out loud to anyone
They can never ever call you by it

If I kiss you where it's sore
If I kiss you where it's sore
Will you feel better, better, better
Will you feel anything at all
Will you feel better, better, better
Will you feel anything at all

You're getting sadder, getting sadder, getting sadder, getting sadder
And I don't understand, and I don't understand
But if I kiss you where it's sore
If I kiss you where it's sore
Will you feel better, better, better
Will you feel anything at all
Will you feel better, better, better
Will you feel anything at all
Anything at all
Will you feel anything at all
Anything at all
Will you feel anything at all
Anything at all...
 
 
It's the second week since I got back in SD.
School started, one more free period this semester ==>Now I have two :P
Last week I was totally not in the mood for homework, and felt a bit lowww... After spending almost the whole weekends with Maria I got a lot better.
On Friday night we were in Downtown La Jolla, had a nice dinner, walked around and shopped a little and talked about Babel(the movie) and George Bush(yea right the president ( ̄ˇ ̄)  ).
On Saturday I went to Maria's house at noon, everytime I go there myself I think about Meri! It was so hot in the day, we spent the afternoon in Downtown SD~ ♥ Urban Outfitters is cute! They have all the chic and unique stuff, it was quite a surprise-- I didn't know there's one in SD. Then we went back to her house, looked at my NYC photos together, I did my calculus HW, and at night we watched Notes on a Scandal, a movie that came out in 2006. It was crazy good.
And on Sunday, well I went out and had fun myself. STILL IN THE TRAVELLING MOOD! (ya I always say that)
 
also plan to go to Seattle during Spring Break. That's a city I am dying to see...
 
I CAN'T stay at home! I just simply CAN'T (=.=)
 
By the way, here's a pic I took today in my Graphic Design class, I already finished the logo for the fashion show...And...Mr.Fayman(the Graphic Design Teacher) suddenly appeared behind me when the pic was being taken, and I looked like "WHATEVER!"...lol hahah
 
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2008/1/4

Beautiful mind...

 

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Tonight's movie was called Between Strangers.
97分钟, 几次被那些与爱情毫无相关的东西感动得想哭.
 
It is possible to get drowned in the movies that tell about depressing stories yet with beautiful souls.
I spent the last two hours of 2007 and the first hour of 2008 watching a long, very depressing, complicated, French movie.
That was my New Year.
I was thinking about what has been changed through the year, not much really.
School was changed, didn't like it at first, but now I feel much better. I should have known it was just a place to stop by before moving away, I won't leave anything so it won't hurt in the end.
I used up my "passion of 2007" at HTHI.  Now I need to start spreading my "passion of 2008".
 
OK, my New Year's goal:
1) Get the driving licence here.
2) Learn a new programming language.
3) Eat regularly, drink healthily, less coffee, less tea, less energy boost drink. (difficult!)
Maria added: 4) Find a boyfriend. (who knows, I am so bad at it :-( ...)
 
Bedtime!Zzzzzzz...
 
 
2007/12/30

I drew your face on a holiday balloon.

 
BGM Update:
Peach Tree, by East L.A. Breeze.
 
Lyrics:
A thought occurred to me
Lying underneath a peach tree
A moment in the sun

Our funny little lives are so brief
Our frail little bones
We're here and then we're gone

Sometimes the lonely days
Turn into the lonely decades
Old ladies on their own

The world they knew has drifted away
Like little puffs of smoke
We're here and then we're gone
 
 

peach_tree_at_xmas

是一首明显的4/4拍歌曲. 摇摆的伴奏与平淡的叙述.
我觉得它十分忧伤.

Spent the whole day in NYC, ♡chic boutiques~ Looking at the crowds I knew it was not a place I wanted to live in.
It's interesting that last year I didn't feel the same way at all...

这些天的晚上都会缩在沙发里看电影.
Allegro, en film of Denmark :)
http://www.allegrofilm.dk
一定会有人评论它怪诞, 晦涩, 不知其所言. 也一定会有人, 由于它黑暗与神秘里长存的感情而觉得感动. 
映着故事情节, 有插画连起的动画作为穿插.笔画非常简单与纯真. 背景是旧的发黄的羊皮纸. 男主角在插画中只是一个小孩模样的little man.
结尾处那个小人沿着一条路返回, 走到若干年前抛弃掉的记忆箱子.
曲身寻找, 拿出了女布娃娃.
她是剧中的女主角.
他紧紧环抱着布娃娃,闭上眼睛. 大概是怅然的复得.

这个画面一直在我脑子里. 犹豫过是否要载图, 又恐怕把它摆出来反倒没了感觉.
写一段话来记载它也是仔细斟酌, 拥有同样心境的人, 去看这部影片, 会有非常相近的感受. 不必看我这里左右摆弄出来的辞藻.

两个人有过一段感情, 一个人把它打包沿路抛下, 弹着钢琴继续生活下去.
另一个人一直选择记忆, 也确实只有她一个人在记得此事. 会偶尔悲伤. 或比偶尔更频繁些.
不知道这是否算作一种不公平.

新年快乐.

 

2007/12/25

Merry Christmas :-)

 

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2007/12/22

Yes it's over!

 
莫误会... 是finals are over! :P
 
考过的三天, 着实给我很熟悉的曾经在北京考试的感觉~
主课的难度还是相当大滴... CALCULUS基本就是在14个人垂胸泣问what to do的气氛中结束的. HAHA... :P
对我来说最挑战的依然是English IV...不过无论怎样这门课也算是结束了. 以后就用来缅怀了.
 
Did half of the school gather at UTC mall this afternoon? (*_*)
平均走10步看见一个熟人. 果然是大家来以金钱庆祝释放咯~
 
明天下午就上路了! (非常喜欢"上路"这个词.)
飘去NJ + NYC, 同去年机票的时间几乎完全吻合. 依然是东部时间午夜到达.
 
目前脑子里的内容很空白, 思想很简单.
After TOEFL test and great results, SAT II tests, college applications, 3 days of finals, yes, I DESERVE a break :)
 
先去躺下舒展舒展. 身体很累, 心里比较轻松.
 
Wish everyone luck on their finals!
Happy holiday :D
 

wim4feedbirds

 
 
2007/12/8

Gloomy Fridays, be happy.

 
It's raining on Friday again, I am not going to school ^^
 
上个礼拜五回到家全身湿透, 包里的书和本也湿了一些. 庆幸没有带上课本... 只是湿了哈姆雷特
 
今早决定不要再受这样的遭遇了. 在家工作效率会高一些...
 
Can't wait for next semester! I somehow believe that I am going to enjoy it much more! ! !
Classes will be BETTER, no more English, no Architecture ( I thought it was a engineering related class, but it turned out to be art and drafting), Computer programming will start in Jan. ! YES!! :)
Two art classes are so not challenging for me this semester.
Calc. and Bio are the best courses so far (^ ^)
 
I am going to leave for NJ/NYC on the 22nd, right after the Finals week. College applications have to be completed by then (O_o)
 
OK, happy rainy Friday...

teru1

p.s  i. MSN live spaces look really ugly on Macs... some of the molecules can not be shown.
ii. KimiKiss is cute, fun to watch ---->http://www.kimikiss-pure-rouge.jp

2007/12/3

BGM

 
BGM: Sight
From the movie All About Lily Chou-chou
Composed by Takeshi kobayashi 小林武史
 
 
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2007/12/1

If I am sad, it's not because of the weather.

 
 

la_treve_tfu

 
It was raining all day. Plus the wind was quite strong, I had such a fun time struggling from school to home (-.-|||
 
这几天的心情有些脆弱得不像话. 它与很多事情有关.
 
下午查到了my TOEFL score~  完全可以满足美国最高录取线. 非常释然.
 
Early to bed tonight! Tomorrow MATH 2 +BIOLOGY tests at USD ...
 
I'm going to see August Rush on Sunday lalala... :D
 
 
 
 
Be warm.
 
 
2007/11/24

Vicissitude

 

Doodle_Project

created in early spring 2007.

 

这几天一直在做着不着边际的梦. 醒来既不快乐,也不悲伤.
去VONS提了大袋的水果回来. 不想吃东西的时候就拼命啃水果.

今天是BLACK FRIDAY呢.(目前没有购物的打算)

真想说一句, I really want to go back home, or High Tech High, one or the other :(
上个礼拜五在HTHI度过, 觉得只有在那里才有我爱的人和关心我的人.

等到12月,会换上一首歌.

2007/11/23

Happy Turkey Day

 

旅 行 时 很 容 易 会 想 念 .  }

 

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{ g e t   y o u r s e l f   t o g e t h e r .
  
 
2007/11/14

AP Bio calendar LOL

 
可爱的AP BIO日历~ 从可敬滴Dr. Domanico的网站上复制下来.
hApPy ThANkSgIviNg~
 
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 eat your turkey :P
 
2007/11/12

From the deepest blue to the highest peak.

 
周四不得不自我放假, 去图书馆做一个TOEFL的Practise test.
周五到SDSU考TOEFL. 两只眼睛面对荧光屏4个小时.
写作啪啪啪敲得像写space.
 
这个周末没有想太多事情. 基本上沉浸在了Bio里~~
 mom说, TOEFL结束了好好休息一下吧.
看着这话很像立刻飞回北京去, 回到家里好好缓解一下.
 
今年总是格外想念朋友和家里人.   m (ˇ_ˇ) m
 
 
想看一些书:
 
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这是hansey的 { A l i c e . }
 
 
时间旅行者的妻子
 
这是Audrey Niffenegger的 [ The Time Travaler's Wife ] ...
(很惊讶地知道这个封面是hansey做的)
 
素年锦时(安妮宝贝最新小说散文集!)
 
这个就不必多言了 :)
 
这个周末看了如下电影:
Friday night: Hamlet (-.-)|||||||||
Saturday night: American Gansgter~
 
明天就要开始Hamlet的学习了>_<
 
还有很多事要做.
miss a lot of people.
 
 
btw, got one of my baby pictures from my mom~
be serious! :P
 
tiffanyfu_babypic
2007/11/8

my answer sheet

第一次被点名了. 作为今晚的休息来回答一下...
 
 
列出五项你最想要的礼物:(目前最想要的)
List top 5 of your most wanted gifts.

- MindStorm Robot!!!
- One-week vacation to Seattle (>_<), just give me the time I'll be satisfied...
- Mini cooper
- (-_-||, really can't think of anything else... more trips I guess.. one has to be Sweden.
- an easy friend :-)

1)Tag你的人是:
Who tagged you?

- 王大样!

 

2) 你们的关系是:
What's your relationship with her?

- very easy friendship

 

3) 你觉得周围的人认为你是个怎样的人:
How do your peers usually describe you?

- artistic, high-tech, not bad fashion sense (- -||. 
  dark, not talktive...

 

4) 自己喜欢的个性是:
What's your favorite tyle of personalities?

- responsible, smart, not too talktive (-o-), artistic, loving life

 

5) 相反的,讨厌的个性是:
What are the personalities you deslike the most?

- add a negative sign in front of my last answer.

 

6) 自己想成为的理想类型是:
What ideal type of person do you wish to be?

- I am happy with who I am right now...

 

7) 给关心自己、喜欢自己的人大喊1句吧:
Shout out 1 sentence for people who love and care about you.

- Show me your love! (LOL..)

 

8) 请教我迅速变壮的秘诀:
How to become stronger in the fastest way?

- physically stronger or mentally stronger? I am getting mentally stronger all the time, but no details plz...

 

9) 你小时候最尴尬或最十三的一件事:
List one of the most embarrassed moments you have ever had in your childhood.

-can't rememba

10)知道10月20日上海八万人五月天演唱会要带蓝色荧光棒伐?
~~~~~~~can't translate, cuz I don't understand

- huh?

 

11)做过最疯狂的事情是什么?
List the craziest things you have ever done.

- jumped into an office through the windows cuz it was locked and I would die if I was found. the purpose was getting some information(...) i wanted.

 

以下的朋友们准备作答啦~
- JX + JM
- Lily
- PP仔
- 金歌er (我估计她是不会来的了= =)
- Cindy Looooo! :-P
- Kaixin

2007/11/5

Those never-ending days...

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冬天里看到这样的蓝色, 觉得灵魂被刺到一般. 那些日子, 看看光影, 吹吹冷风. 穿好大衣踏着枯树枝的影子走出去.
好多的事情要做. 我不能纵容给每天一个神经质的感伤时刻.
 
温暖和骄傲. 这两者...
秋天里我张开双臂追着前者跑了好远好远, 跑到最后我都累了. 歇息时候冷风吹来, 寂寞还是先它而来了.
 
可当我紧紧地守着后者, 前者便会弃我三分.
 
 
偶父亲说, 不要把任何人,任何事,看得太重要.
他说了好几遍.
 
我在心里默念了好几遍, 在洗手间哭了好久.
 
2007/10/27

weep, rock rock rock

 
把 [ song of the season ] 更换成mùm的, 喜欢了几年的一首曲子. 感觉适合这样的季节和心境.
My darling icelandic band >.<
 
那些频繁切换且晃动着的镜头, 感觉是种很真实的生活记录.
还有冬日北欧稀薄的阳光. 带着毛线帽子男人的脸.
这些温暖,动荡,努力过好一个冬日的渴望, 在这个MV里都如触手可及般真实.
 
昨天开始空气才渐渐好了一些. 天空蓝了一些. 温度降下来一些.
I detest santa ana wind.
 

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昨天下午一人出去逛街. 为期盼的冬日收获衣服一件. 为干燥的空气收获护手霜一支.
Bath and Body Works是很喜欢去的一家店.
里面总是早早地布满了节日香氛. [ smell the holiday! ] :-)
 
因为停课一礼拜的缘故, 每晚可以从容入睡. 第2天早上可以迎着阳光醒来.
如此, 晚上便开始无止境地思考那些永远永远得不到答案的事情.
于是去租了3张DVD回来. 一张American [ Brick ],  一张Francais [ Sequins ],  一张japanese animation [ 向北 ].
这样睡前可以抱着电脑看碟到眼睛睁不开, 然后心无杂念地蒙头睡去.
 
现在觉得特别的是. 每次喝到energy drinks, 都会对着含料表把它们在我肚子里怎么运作给推理一番.
以前觉得,bio这个东西怎么可以和chemistry相提呢... 看来这也是可以适应的
 
周六去帮 my EOF 搞搞她家的图象美化~
今晚还不知我们去哪~~~
 
2007/10/24

School closures for the entire week!

 
All schools in San Diego area are closed due to the continued terrible fire conditions and unhealthy air. hohohoh..... :-D
 
这种东西说出来就要自己加个帽子: 站着说话不腰疼!
 
虽然...私立学校可能会不受那个限制...但我也不去了~ 都在说我们学校是昨天唯一一所不打算停课的... (搞什么嘛)
 
正需要一个休息期用来躲避+college search.
 
lulalalulalalulalulaley~~~Pizza
2007/10/20

souffrir

有的时候,很大的疼痛来临,觉得难以承受也要任命忍着.
 
总归有某一魔法时刻, 烟消云散, 所有忍受都不再必要了.
 
与那魔法时刻的距离, 就是尽力好好生活的过程.
 
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Miracles worth NOTHING! Never Never believe it!
 
(c'est marrant!!)
 
:-(
2007/10/7

DEBUT DEBUT DEBUT :-) BEER!

Hello dear friends :-)
 
绕了一个圈,从两年前忌讳在公开的地方写BLOG,到一年前回到封闭的wallop小驻,在到今年秋天把tiffanypiano19这个名号下的SPZ重新打理一番,感觉是很漫长的过程.
 
I added some photos to the album, those pics were taken during my last trip going up the west coast (Oct.1-5th). It was a college tour of La Jolla Country Day School. So not many chances of taking pics...
 
OK, announcement: Joyeux anniversaire! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR LAGERFIER/徒-ER/MISS BEAUTY etc., whatever you want to be named. :-)
How does it feel to be 18? You'll have to post something on your spz! Got your e-mail, LOVED your new hair cut!!!! so cute and it matches your eyes well! 我徒er是超级大美女, 所谓外表与气质双重可人~ take more photos and let me put one up here. 
 
今天在家混混沌沌地过着,因为旅途大风+冰窖巴士,脑袋还非常昏沉...写完calc.作业~貌似是今天完成的唯一一件事.
Monday off! hooray! 只是senior speech依然毫无头绪中...college tour总算让我对大学彻底有个计划,也有了些college essay的主意.
senior speech要求阐述自己和ljcds的关系...gosh,我是新来的耶.(-_-||
 
time for a cup of soup. cya.